A little dilemma, posed to a friend by email the other day:
Is it worse for a girl if, all the time she is being beaten, she knows that she will be fucked afterwards (against her will, naturally) . Or worse if she thinks it is over after her beating, then finds there is more abuse to follow?
The reply?
I imagine the first girl would feel completely broken and helpless – knowing she was going to be used afterwards as well. So the beating itself would feel worse. But then the whole situation would be worse for the second girl because of that loss of hope when she had thought her ordeal was over…
The jury’s out. What do you think?
I’ve been in the second situation (roleplay, obviously) – it’s really awful, but very powerful. You can prepare yourself for the beating, fight against it, not let him break you. But fighting something you’re not mentally prepared for is much harder. Yeah, I think the second situation is very powerful…and very hot.
I vote for the second situation as the hardest on the girl. And definitely hottest!