Although I love the holidays (particularly, giving presents and seeing my friends), one of my core needs is a routine in life – which the holidays cruelly disrupt. I may be having fun, but at the same time I begin fantasising about getting up before dawn, having supervised showers, swallowing toast in a still-dark room, and sitting down to work at my school desk, with the schedule for the day all marked up. There’s a quick spanking every time I transgress, and a no-nonsense caning at the end of the day for any offences big enough to merit it.
This fantasy is extremely difficult to cater for in reality, because, just as it needs commitment from the “pupil”, it also demands complete attention from the “teacher”. Unfortunately, Abel has to focus on his own work; there’s no way for him to turn into an oppressor of schoolgirls without neglecting his own life in the process.
All the same, the need for routine may just win, and I may get my uniform out in the first day, and oppress myself. I’m sure Abel can provide the spanking, if necessary.
I get that… sometimes I wake up at 8:35 and have this craving for registration and lessons and break time and lunch times and bells. I still sometimes look around when I’m on the tube at eleven on a Tuesday morning and there are men everywhere and have this sense of “Where did the routine go?” I crave structure and discipline which is something I *never* thought I’d say.
I’ve had a fantasy like that. I don’t think i would last very long though. I am not good with being micromanaged. Like you, I figured that it’s way too difficult to live out in a world where people have jobs and such. Perhaps you could try it for a weekend?
I like the new theme for the blog; however, right here by the comment box….there’s a mark that looks like a fingerprint. More than once, I’ve tried to wipe it away -_-“
That fantasy is my main fantasy! I realize that on a day to day level, it would likely grow tiresome very fast, but I’m really fortunate to have a person who is willing to be the ‘disciplinarian for a day’ and we do that about once a month! I _live_ for those days!